Life As It Is

...rindu...

2010-02-15T15:55:00.002+08:00

sigh..

its been only a few hours since i last saw him and i'm already missing him like crazy):

is this normal?

gosh.

irritating sia.

wouldn't it be nice if he doesn't have to work today?

Twinny love, how do you cope not meeting with Ud always??

may i know your secret pretty please?

the word love is reserved for those who are really, really special in this life of mine.

so,

Aizat, welcome to the club. for i love you with all this heart can offer.

bye!

...love...

2010-02-07T22:29:00.001+08:00

so it has come to this.

smiling silly while typing this.

gosh.

(((:

07.02.2010.

looking forward to seeing twin tmr.

take cares. (:

):

2010-02-06T11:21:00.001+08:00

how i miss my twin.

i think she's angry.

hmm.

...mistake...

2010-02-05T09:28:00.003+08:00

on my bed last night,

i thought of something that i should have done.

and it made me think over my actions.

you were there for me through it all,

through all my nonsense.

but then yesterday,

i didnt send you off to even the cab.

i'm sorry dear twinny for that..

hope you're well and not puking anymore.

for i love you my dear twin.

...age...

2009-12-30T21:44:00.002+08:00

ok.seriously, time around me is changing way too fast for my own comfort.

i know that we're growing up and that sooner or later, our careers will have the best of us.

this is only the beginning and i already don't like it.

hmph.

Mudcheek,

KL trip received a green light.

so let us book that ticket and indulge ourself there.

we celebrate there.

Gaya,

I'm sorry that i haven't been with you that much either.

when we do meet online,

i'll be shagged and most probably ready for landing on my bed.

missing the bestfriend and the twin badly.

Ubin trip this Friday.

i'm all ready for those mozzie bites!

and the talk with Ikhwan on a particular topic really opened my eyes.

thanks to him, i wasn't that shocked when the girls talk about it.

for that, thanks.

white short dress for Mudcheek!!

ciao~

...23rd...

2009-12-28T20:42:00.003+08:00

thinking of travelling to KL on the 23rd.

Mudcheek.how?we shop till we drop in KL?

reading my cousins' blog tempts me.

hmmmm.

pay-day come quick!

...body language...

2009-12-28T20:30:00.003+08:00

its interesting how one can see deception through body language.

((:
can't wait to play bluff with someone.

i want to try out some stuffs. (:

kurrr.arrrrrgh.

the two words/sounds that's stuck within my hearing range.

outing with Mudcheek, Ud and Ikhwan yesterday.

awesome time.

with some awful(well..not that aweful actually) time.

with lots of love,

BYE ~

...yuuuuhoooo...

2009-12-27T09:28:00.002+08:00

planning thy 21st with thy's Mudcheek(:

chalet party? hmmm..

different ways of celebrating, yet one thing will still remain the same.

celebrating that day with dear twin nurarfahbintejumli.

lalalalallalalala!! =D

you know Mudcheek?you know what i feel like doing?i feel like bringing one A&W's restaurant down for our party and let people enjoy the food that's no longer in Singapore.

but..

fat chance of that happening aye?

hehe.

and yes, 2009 is coming to a closure.

and i felt like it was only yesterday where my sister's December school holidays has just started.

how time flies.

this year marks a very important journey of mine as well as Mudcheek's life. this is the year where we got more independant. this is the year where we got more responsibilities. and this is the year where our bonds grew stronger.

4moredays.

how exciting!!

love you loads Mudcheek!!

...smoking...

2009-12-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

do i have a 'keep away ciggs' sign on my forehead or smtg?
from my twin to everyone around me who smokes,
they react so similarly when i touched a stick of cigg.

sometimes,
it pisses me off.

haiz.

anyways,
photo-shoot just now. fun((:
bowled right after.
even more fun! ((:

gutters in the first game.
improved in the second one!
going to go bowl again Friday!
heeheee!!

bye!~

...aching...

2009-12-12T07:45:00.003+08:00

argh.
my whole body is aching.
from my shoulder blades to my back.
but....
i welcome the pain. (:

enrolling someone for his driving license.
morning2 smile wide-wide already.

yesterday sucks though.

Gaya!!
all the best for the job fair thing!!
thanks for 'Lovedrunked'((:
New Moon with you was __ ((((: __.
hehehe!!

wanie now knows how to drive to woodlands causeway point!!
and i know the way home!

meeting twin later. (:
i guess the day is brightening.

...work...

2009-12-01T18:58:00.002+08:00

Mudcheek,
wishing you all the best for you'll be starting work tmr.
((:

Gaya,
congrats that your exams are finally over!!
need to book a day and date for us to watch New Moon!!
i cannot wait already.. ):

Myself,
everyday's a tiring day.
but within that tiring day,
it's always been fun.
there isn't a day in which i spent without laughing
at one point or another.
(:

People,
thanks for everything.
suport and all.
((:

...new look...

2009-11-29T11:51:00.002+08:00

i got my hair cut!
and i woke someone up with a message,
who then can continue back to his sleep.
ye la tu.

hai..
semua orang belum bangun..
da pukul brape sie?
da jam 12ptg!
hai..

i think i'll be the pig in a few months time larh eh.
so you people sleep all you want now.
for in the future,
i shall sleep and you people shall not be able to disturb it.
wanie shall sleep like a piggy next.

waiting for the time to pass.
tsk.
don't like waiting haiyoh!
what shall i do now...?
sleep?

...

take care uh you people!

ciao~

...copycats...

2009-11-28T19:05:00.002+08:00

i don't like copycats.

**i got my flu jab!

so the not painful..

though the arm is now feeling extra heavy..

Mudcheek, thanks for coming along with me to that

medical centre. 2hours.tsk tsk.

wanted to cut my hair and get a new bag.

but it seems that i have to give a raincheck on that.

unless Shuk buy for me((:

huhu!

ok.im done!

oh i soo hate copycats.

but its interesting though to see what they copy.

love you loads my twinny!

you better plan for something to do for Mon-Wed. (:

bye~

...complete...

2009-11-21T07:24:00.003+08:00

somehow. i feel complete.

having my bff and twin by my side,

the Sun's always the right side up.

for that,

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

To Gaya,

thanks for being there for me,

my ups and downs,

my crappy moods,

and my nonsensical jokes.

everything.

i wish you all the best for your

exams.Bet it'll be better than last year's(:

Can't wait to watch New Moon with you babe!

To Mudcheek,

you were there through it all.

thank you for putting a smile to this face of mine in times of need,

thanks for introducing Ikhwan to me.

thanks for completing my life.

the sister i never had.

our working life has started!

gosh,

i wrote this as if i'm gonna die.

haha!

lastly, i want to thank God that i woke up this morning.

love you loads!

till next time(:

...smile!...

2009-11-20T15:43:00.002+08:00

made new friends today.

got what i wanted and i hope i'll

stay happy with my decision. (:

can't wait to start Monday!

messaging with Ikhwan gets more

entertaining everytime.

((:

...sick...

2009-11-15T21:02:00.002+08:00

i've always boast about that strong immune system that i have.
well,
it failed me for these past few days.
sore-throat and that dry cough is irritatingly hurtful.
but i like the pain, haha!
i don't mind the pain,
just as long as i don't have to stuff that white thing
down my throat.
ew.

watched 2012(:
shopped with Mudcheek((:
*dress.shoes.lingerie.foods.fishes.spas.movie*
thank you dear twinny for all that you've done.
finally met with Ikhwan.
funny and ... don't know..?

these few days,
i'll be working with my mum's company!
maybe till the end of the month.
records storage department.
hmmm.
ok.
im off now.

to all my loves,
take care of yourselves and most importantly,
your health.
cause it's just too darn important.

...swimming...

2009-11-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

swimming!!
the little girl volunteered my mum up for her swimming lesson today.
since i got loads of time on my hands,
i joined them.hehe!
lunched with my mummies first.
enjoyed it.
loved it.

then
it was off to JPS!
little boys there are cute!
met Sabrina's bus mate,
a primary one boy.
super cute.
he salam-ed me and my mum,
then asked his friend to salam us too.
cute right?

haiyo.
and his elder brother?adorably good looking. :P

shopping tmr with my Mudcheek!!

oh, and on a last note,
i spoiled my bestie's surprise for me!
i don't know whether i should be happy or sad. hmm.
but between the two of us, i'm way better at surprising her! ((:

hahaha!

thats all for now!

~ciao

...elephant...

2009-11-09T08:04:00.002+08:00

oooo..i feel like i'm an elephant!
ate lots of stuffs.
and now that my stomach's super bloated,
i should have thought of the consequences
before eating~ huhu!

but Aunty Noreen's birthday celebration at her place was awesome!
with my Mudcheek, Balqis and Tasha, what's there not to have fun?
we went swimming, played congkak, karaoke-d and ate.
Aunty Noreen's voice was the best!
like professional((:

happy birthday Mummy Noreen!~

ciao~

...trip...

2009-11-04T14:49:00.002+08:00

((:
KL trip soon with twin!
awesome yeay!!
planning it soon ((:

the much needed holiday.
and i'm still awaiting that letter to arrive.

last day for This Is It movie.
and i have yet to watch it. ):

last lesson with Dayana yesterday.

hmmmm...

ciao~

...tanned...

2009-10-29T18:36:00.002+08:00

its been almost one week since i last exercised.
hahahahhaha!
one day of fun leads to me being tanned.
like i'm not tanned enough. -_-
life for me has been like a pool of stagnant water.
i'll just wait for what's in stored for me.

someone should plan a class outing.
maybe 31st December?
then we can countdown as a class..
hmm.. ((:

MJ's This Is It movie is out and i really want to
watch it.
anyone wants to bring Wanie out?
hmm?shuk?

haha!

~byee

...hockey...

2009-10-22T23:11:00.003+08:00

can't wait for saturday to come!!
7-a-side!!
for now.
i'm dead bored.

...

oh! wait!!
went jogging with Farah today((:
starting jer ok..
lepas tu.. semput siak!!
hahahaha!!

ciao~

...omg.takbolehtahan...

2009-10-21T20:21:00.002+08:00

yesterday was irritated at only level one.
today,it caps at level TEN.
omg.
let me get this out of me alright?
let me rant and rant till i feel satisfied.
grrr...

so,
we were waiting for mum outside of her office by the roadside.
(oh,it was dark by the way..)
then, suddenly,he switched off the hazard lights.
i was like wth uh.
but then i just kept quiet.
its ok.still got the headlights and tail-lights on.
then his fingers were looking for the headlight switch!
like wtf la.
he said,"just off la."
HELLO?NIGHT TIME.DARK.BIG BIG LORRIES PASSING BY EVERY MINUTE,LIKE HELLO?

and so i argued.
told him that by switching it off, its dangerous.
his reply,"itu kan semua theory aje.. ini kan practical."
theory pun, it makes sense right?
then i told him.yeah its in basic theory.
then he said..
no wonder..
no wonder what?no wonder i passed and you failed?nonsense.bullshitl.
then he can still continue...
"Park kat sini pun salah ape."
HELLO?YOU ASK ME TO PARK HERE, I WANTED TO PARK IN THE CARPARK..HELLO??
his reply,"park kat dalam nak show off ajer"
MY reply,"hello papa, office hours da over.DA TAK ADE BANYAK SANGAT ORANG"
then he quiet.
sheesh.
grrr..
geram seh.
mood nak ape2 pun terus hilang.
dot dot dot.

bye.

...5minutes...

2009-10-19T18:16:00.002+08:00

thats how long the interview took.
like wtf uh.
but then again.
Huda's interview took around the same time and
she got her job.
hmmm..
maybe it'll be the same for me?

legend of the seeker is awesome.
especially Craig Horner.
energetic bugger.
gosh.
(:

will be writing that long awaited resume..
ciao~

...eew...

2009-10-14T11:00:00.002+08:00

just realised that my idol malay singer isn't that good looking.
went through photos.
man,
he looks old and un-managed.
urgh. ):
i guess everyone gets old huh.

ciao~

...hello...

2009-10-12T23:41:00.003+08:00

hellloooo!
the days has been nice.
finally met up with Gaya on Friday(:
Phobia2. the last part, shiok-ly funny.
the part about the second-hand cars.. scary.
i wont want to buy a second-hand car after watching that.
after 3weeks of not meeting, it was a great escape for the both of us.

raya-ed with Twin,Mira and Shahril the next day.
it was more of a gathering.
hehe(:
we got stuffs for Love. ((:
sorry Wani, wasn't able to host your visit..
cause it was out to my cousin's place after that.
Anak sedare i nyer birthday :P

Sunday was spent on slacking.
wait,
was it?
yup!
it was!!

bye~

*death is not something to joke over*

...wedding...

2009-10-04T21:54:00.002+08:00

firstly,
CONGRATS TO MY COUSIN FARHANAH AND HER NEWLY WED HUSBAND, RUDIN. ((:

The wedding chaos is now over.
And my feet are resting now.
Phew.

glad to see my cousins.
some.

nobody likes being pushed around.
you give people work, yet you yourself stood in one corner,
chatting and joking around.

wow.

ANYWAYS,
loads of food at home!!
the awesome leftovers.((:

To my friends,
sorry i can't join you for the Raya Outing.
And to Farisha, sorry i can't make it to your
openhouse. ):

take care all!~

,,,nescafe frappe...

2009-09-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

had one yesterday.
nice day yesterday.
loved yesterday.
((:
more for the days to come?please? (:

bye~

_______________

2009-09-24T20:35:00.001+08:00

Syazwani Binte Ramli is so sick of life.
i need to take a holiday.
i want a new start.
is that so hard to give?
apparently yes.

...RAYA!...

2009-09-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

Harloo Peepz!
first of all,
i would like to wish all my Muslim friends a Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Mohon maaf zahir dan batin. (: Forgive me for all the wrongdoings that i might have done, knowing or unknowingly. Forgive me for the rude words that might have slipped out of my mouth. AND lastly, forgive me for having evil thoughts of slaughtering/smacking/slapping you. (did i do that?nah..) PEACE.

The last two days have been great.
though feeling rather disappointed that we haven't visited a particular place. ):
First few days of the Syawal month is used and will be used to visit family members and relatives, meet cousins that you might not have known exist and regain your fatness. huhu.
Mine's been great. Having fun driving.
And i realised that i'm a reckless driver when i'm tired.
My dad found my weakness when i'm driving. The consequence: No radio/music while driving. (boring..)

someone's addicted to Nutella rolls should i add...

till next time(:

and i want that Boys Like Girls Album!!

~bye.

...teaching...

2009-09-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

all in all,
i prefer teaching the young innocent ones rather than the undergrown devils.
didn't have the table throwing incident,
shouting incidents,
rebellious incidents.
life's great with the little ones. ((:

one of the kid look like Isz. haha.
one has a super unique name that i forgot.
smtg like Daziq____shah. i forgot the middle part ):

and i like this name : Wan Fateha.
(:

bye~

!!gaya has a pink saree to wear!!

...out...

2009-09-14T16:57:00.002+08:00

its been weeks and weeks since i went out with Mudcheek.
we met up last Sat.
Awesome!
thought Ud was driving..so i didn't expect the cab who honked at me. hmm..
it caught my attention when someone was waving and jumping.
haha.
Mudcheek, you look prettier!! (:
Marina for G-Force 3D. didn't expect it to be so cool since it was about guinea pigs.
i guess its the company with whom you watch it with.
or..
its just a super great movie.

buke-ed at the manhattan fish market.
nice nice nice!!
carshopping soon that someone. funness!
do take care over there eventhough i know there are people watching over you.
and i shall take care of myself. (:

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
relief teaching.
first time.
first lesson, awful.
second lesson, better.
third lesson, the best.
last lesson, yucks!
_______________________________________________________________________
thats all!!
bye~

...cooper...

2009-09-08T10:58:00.003+08:00

(:watched 'I love you,Beth Cooper' with dearest BFF instead of the planned 'Final Destination'. There's an interesting story behind it that i shall not share. hehe. :P Awesome movie Beth Cooper!! Funny, sweet and the best friend in the movie looks like Zachary Levi, the CHUCK guy. Going out with you always brightens up my day(: More dates with you please? but this time we include studying as well.. What say you? heee~

Study-time in a few minutes.
Can't believe its almost a month's away!
Gotta Buck Up!!

*there's beauty in breakdown*

...updates...

2009-09-07T13:33:00.002+08:00

there are no updates.
other than the fact that my lil' sis is getting ever irritating,
not seeing nur arfah, life's great(:

final destination 3D with Gaya later~~(((:

gosh.
you all better click the video.
awesome song.
wish i have it in Syazmir
or my phone so that i can set it as my
message tone.

bye~!

...burnt....

2009-08-30T19:39:00.001+08:00

my brownies that i bake today.
tasted burnt.
haha!

-_-''

i want pictures!!

byee~

...bad...

2009-08-27T11:32:00.001+08:00

today is the day that i learn...
its no fun lending money when you get less back.
ciao.

...G.I Joe...

2009-08-17T22:34:00.002+08:00

G.I Joe was super great!!
watching it with Rauf was ok.
he calls the man in the funny suits aliens at first.
haha.
Farah, go watch!

The Proposal in a few more days.
Addiction to Kyle Gallner never ends.
He has a girlfriend. huhu!
and they're cute together.

i can still dream..
right Gaya? hehe
:P

ciao!

...hi...

2009-08-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

hello!!
its been days?weeks? since i last updated..
ok.
now for a major update.
hmmm..
let me get my thoughts together...

08.08.09
the day we set off to my Dad's kampung
at Batu Pahat.
Driving there sucks i tell you.
After driving there,
I passed the burden to my Dad.
He knows the road better there.
Searching for a hotel was retardedly entertaining.
Can't get a hotel at Batu Pahat as they were ALL
fully booked for some education fest thing.
Pass by one hotel, missed the turn... search for another one.
that went on for quite awhile.
My sis wanted to stay at New York Hotel.
but.. too bad.
settled for Selesa Hotel at JB.
quite nice,with a swimming pool on the 11th floor.
Breakfast there was pleasant too.

09.08.09
Heavy breakfast then we were off to Kota Tinggi!!
Ride there was OK.
(:
the water there is so fresh and cooooooling.
nice.((:

on the way back,
bought Lemang with kampung Rendang..
and let's not forget the Cempedak!
anyone who loves that fruit and would love their
car to smell like one can buy one and put it in their car.
strong strong smell..
off to home then.
before returning to S'pore,
we went to Danga Bay.
the rides there are superbly Ex.
RM10 per head, per ride.
if to us its Ex,
what will it be to their own people there?
such a high price to pay for enjoyment isn't it?

finally, it was Home Sweet Home.

the Monday.
public Holiday.
i forgot what i did.huhu.

OOOOH!!!
watched UP with Syarfa and Farah!!
nice show to watch.
sufficiently funny.
haha!!
i want a colorful, big bird to be given to my BFF!!
*heeeeheeeeheeee*joey's laughter**

wanie wants to watch G.I Joe.
but not as much as The Proposal.
We'll catch it together ok Gaya!!
((:

here are some pictures...

...ryan...

2009-08-05T13:40:00.002+08:00

i think i just movie marathon-ed.
Van Wilder, Foolproof and Waiting.
What do they have in common?
Ryan Reynolds!! ((:

Van Wilder is the best.

though..
waiting for the proposal to come out.
i bet it will be ranked number one once i watched it.
Huhu!

someone bought 2 albums of Michael's.
sharing the joy of listening to all his music.
especially Ben and Music.

this boredom is killing me.
and i'm wondering if the Cousin's outing is still on
next weekend.
hmmmm..
ape larh korang...

myIpod'sloaded.(:

~tata

~what the blind man saw~

2009-08-03T10:23:00.002+08:00

One bright day in the middle of the night
Two dead boys got up to fight
Back to back they faced each other
Drew their swords and shot each other
A deaf policeman heard the noise
He came and killed those two dead boys
One bright day in the middle of the night
As I was walkin' up the stair
I saw a man who wasn't there
He wasn't there again today
Oh how I wish he'd go away

the poem that was in that movie.

let the beat rock.
boom boom boom!

...guilt...

2009-08-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

Mudcheek!
sorry for the delay in medicine.
thought your meds was that bottle that i stuff inside your bag.
bet you were pissed.
sorry aye?

btw,
that nissan sunny quite fun to drive around.

~bye

...cherry cherry boom boom...

2009-08-02T11:52:00.001+08:00

addicted to starstrtuck, falling down and christmas tree!!
cherry cherry boom boom!!

~adios~

...miss...

2009-07-27T20:31:00.002+08:00

hey Mudcheek!
I'm missing you!
have a superb time at Ubin.
wait,
by the time you're reading this..
you would already be back..
so this one is more appropriate:
Mudcheek! how's the mozzie bitez? lol. kidding.

Studied with Gaya((:
Western lunch at Banquet.
nice and satisfying.
walked around IMM((:

trying to tell myself that he doesn't exist.

watching Haunting in Connecticut over and over again.
thanks Farah((:
and i'm glad you like the songs. hehe!

~ciao.

...blasts!...

2009-07-24T13:11:00.002+08:00

music's blasting from the speaker..
playing all the McFly's songs..
((:
oh! watched Haunting in Connecticut!!
awesomeness..
i like.
just wanna watch it again and again.
Farah, i can just do that if you do something..
hehe..
i'm bored at home.
maybe driving tonight..
JB..
hmm...
maybe..
haha!
damn i'm getting nuts!
Mudcheek!! i'm missing you!
Mudcheek!! i want to drive you around!
Mudcheek!! i want to fetch you from camp!
but all those seem so...
hard?
time's a complicated thing i guess.. hoho.

there. i'm playing with two comps. :P

~bye

...chuck...

2009-07-22T11:19:00.002+08:00

just wanted to blog this.
watched Chuck.
Morgan, Jeff and Lester were planning to steal the test papers that they're supposed to take the next day from Chuck's place.
Morgan: You guys ready?
Lester: I was born ready!
Jeff: I was born premature..
*awkward moment after that*

~wrap your hands around me till your knuckles are burning white.

and oh,
adik, your lecturer sucks big time.
biased bitch.

~bye!

...finally...

2009-07-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

!!finally!!
got to see my Mudcheek!! ((:

today was a super great day.
Transformers 2 was epic!
action packed from the start till the end.

Met Mudcheek,
dine at Swensens'
missed her loads.
take care my dear policewoman!

sleeping with dreams so sweet knowing that you're ok.

~nitez world(:

...wooohooooo!!! ...

2009-07-15T12:24:00.001+08:00

Congratz Mudcheek!!
Now we can drive drive together!! whooots!!

...driving...

2009-07-13T10:20:00.003+08:00

hehe!!
drove to JB yesterday((:
fun driving at 110km/hr but at the same time,
its stressful with bikers zooming pass you.

visited the graves of my grandfather and uncle.
i miss him.
he went too soon. ):

and Mudcheek,
sorry i can't send you and your brother to camp.
am i forgiven?
i'll make it up to you next week.

and i still haven't watch Transformers 2... ):
adik!! want to watch it during weekdays???

~ciao

...yo yo yo!!...

2009-07-10T20:05:00.002+08:00

((:
smiling like mad..
but i know that i can't smile too much..
because someone might cast an evil eye on it.
whooots!!

vrooooooom!

Mudcheek got first class for shooting!! yeay!!
Congrats to the twins i'd say.
(:

loves

~ciao

...sad...

2009-07-09T22:45:00.001+08:00

saw MJ's memorial clip where his daughter
had her last words for him.
really touching.
whoever watched that and doesn't have wet eyes,
he/she ain't human.

~i'll be the Queen and he'll be the Clown~

...mentalist...

2009-07-06T22:58:00.001+08:00

enjoying the whole season one of the mentalist.
courtesy of my uncle((:

gayaaaa...
where are you?
your hp alive or not??

haix

...(((:...

2009-07-06T13:34:00.002+08:00

hello people!!
its been a long time since i blogged.
missing MJ somehow.
searching for the movie in which he was chased
by the energizer rabbit.
used to watch that over and over again
during my childhood days.
never will i get tired of it.

and someone doesn't what Casper is.. lol.

i miss my Syazmir. ):

ciao~

...dufus...

2009-07-02T20:46:00.002+08:00

im such a dodo head today!!
grr..
after work, went to BBDC..
only to find out...
that..
i got no booking today.
waste my time and energy.
could have gone to tuition.
sianz.
cancelled this slot last week and
i forgot to delete the apointment on my phone.
now,
i know the consequence.
haix.

...BUSY...

2009-07-02T00:05:00.002+08:00

i've been busy lately.
no time to play nor watch any tele.

one is writing a ghost story.
the other,
playing with guns.

((:

nitez.. (:

...Wednesday...

2009-06-25T00:02:00.003+08:00

its been a tiring week..
week?
man!! it's only Wednesday!!
somehow,the days are passing-by with a much slower pace..
i'm not used to this pace!
but, what can one do?

exam centre has been received.
which equals to me getting my entry proof.
HAIZ.

Blackie has been a bad bad boy.
i got scratches to proof it.
and a finger with a small bloody cut with the shape
of his tooth.

Blackie, Blackie

~ciao

...ghosts...

2009-06-24T11:14:00.002+08:00

had a short chat with Mudcheek.
glad she sounds well. (:

on the train,
on the way back home with Gaya...
i asked her..
Malay got ghost like Pontianak and Pochong.
Chinese got the jumping ghost..
i never hear of any Indian ghost..
Got such thing or not Gaya..?
the answer is yes and she broke out laughing.
in just a few moments..
she made up her own ghost..
so here it is:

Cik Pon likes to sit on a tree kan?(yeah..)
then the Chinese ghost is always near a tree kan?(i think so.. yeah..)
so the Indian ghost dances around the tree..! (LOL)
like Bollywood like that.. hahaha!!

stomach cramps just imagining that 'ghost'

mystery jam 12 with KC is the best.
hope they don't change the DJ on that slot.

byee~

...dress...

2009-06-23T12:28:00.002+08:00

been wanting to blog about the dress that i bought.
hehe((:

had a girl's day out with Gaya (:
Hannah Montana was awesome!!
don't underestimate the movie y'all!!
would love to have the father-daughter relation that she has.
or her life.

we walked and walked and walked...
till we found the dress that i like.
for me to like a dress..
for me to choose a dress...
what a blast!

Sariza's BBQ went alright.
had to leave early..
sure glad that the rain stopped for them to cook
their meats..
:D

ciao~

...dark horse...

2009-06-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

out with Mr.Nasrulhaq today (:

Mudcheek came over.
guess you're really shagged.
or..
my bed is just that super comfy.. :P
lol.
endure and conquer Mudcheek!

first time to town with my brother with the intention of buying Declan Galbraith's Thank You album.
sadly, they don't have it. hmm.
bought Nickelback's Dark Horse album.
loving it.
especially this one song entitled S.E.X.

S is for simplety
E is for ecstacy
X is just to mark the spot
cause that's the one that you really want :P

bye now~
(i want to enjoy the new esctasy)

...physicist, biologist and a chemist...

2009-06-17T23:37:00.002+08:00

its something i read..

and i like it. hehs.

A physicist, biologist and a chemist were going to the ocean for the first time.

The physicist saw the ocean and was fascinated by the waves. He said he wanted to do some research on the fluid dynamics of the waves and walked into the ocean. Obviously, he was drowned and never returned.

The biologist said he wanted to do research on the flora and fauna inside the ocean and walked inside the ocean. He too, never returned.

The chemist waited for a long time and afterwards, wrote the observation,"The physicist and the biologist are soluble in ocean water."

((:

if you don't get it...

well..

i guess you're just not a science student. :P

would like to know that guy in the train in the army uni with the name Indra. =X

ciao!~

...changes...

2009-06-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

i've changed,
you've changed.
now..
i wonder where that leaves us.

...siao...

2009-06-13T10:21:00.002+08:00

everything went wrong yesterday.
i forgot where's my left and where's my right.
it's either that or i have a hearing problem.

this event happened as i was driving during my practical.
instructor: after the bustop turn left.
me: ok
my actions: lane changed and went to the right.
*faints*
how can that happen??
the instructor asked why i turn right.
hahaha.
but its ok he says.
we ended up on the same route..
i just took a shortcut.

haiyoooo..

MTV movie awards was crappy.
but it was filled with the cast of Twilight.
so it made my day.
hehehe.
damn the best kiss part was awesome.
((: i love Rob's expression.

bye~

...awake...

2009-06-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

i realised that i've been staying awake for more than 12hours
most of the days..
though there's someone at home who's a champ
for staying awake for longer hours than me.

can i spend one whole day just sleeping?

Just saw the trailer for The Proposal. ((:
Ryan Reynolds is in it.
The guy who acted in Definitely, Maybe.
(If you still don't know, too bad for you)
SUPERB!! i want to watch it!!
booked a date to go out to watch it already.
hehe :P

The trailer for New Moon..
was somehow mouth-watering and left me anticipating
for the movie.
really can't wait for it to come out.
((:

Ghost stories are interesting.
it opens up my mind that we're not
the only habitants of this world.
people,
be nice to the environment alright?
if you're rude to it, you might never know
that there's actually 'someone' who is there
to kinda 'protect' the environment.
and have faith.

persons missed right now..
-my mudcheek.
-panda.
whatever they are doing,
hope they are well..

...out...

2009-06-11T09:58:00.001+08:00

i suck at bowling!
thanks Shuk for the day. (:

listen up to the new playlist lined-up.
Declan Galbraith.
same age as my brother. -_-''

NS suck when you're stuck with sucky people i guess.

ciao~

...scaaarry...

2009-06-09T08:32:00.002+08:00

3ghost stories in one night.
fuuyoooh.
power.
classes with Gaya was great and fun. (like usual) ((:

one of these nights,
i'm going to try to brave through Ria's Mystery Jam 12.

movies and bowling tmr!!
well.. not sure about the movie part..
hehe.
((:

bye~

...pssst...

2009-06-07T17:03:00.002+08:00

i got a growing disgust towards my dad.
irritating.
useless.
heartbreaker.
problem-maker.
almost got killed on Malaysia's expressway.
driving 160km/hr.
saying that its the expressway.
wads there to be scared of? (like hello? accident?)
doesn't he know that cars CAN skid?
or that even snail-paced cars get into accidents? aiyoyoyo..
*pengsans*

there adik what did i tell you?
i'm not writing about you. ((:

adik: ok kakak.

ciao.

...05.06.00...

2009-06-05T08:26:00.003+08:00

on this date, 9 years ago,
a little girl by the name of Nur Sabrina was given birth to.
happy birthday to that little girl! ((:

little sisters,
no matter how irritating they may be,
no matter how annoying they can be,
no matter how biased they can be,
no matter how panpered they are,
we big sisters still love you.

wanie has a new gadget to play with(:
ciao~

...dontknowwhattitletoput...

2009-05-28T21:35:00.004+08:00

super tired from the long filled day.
finish stage 3!! yeay!!
applied for SIM!! yeay!!
ate sushi!! yeay!!
cab rides x 3!! yeay!!
Gaya joining part-time tuition!! yeay!!
Mudcheek booking out tmr!! yeay!!
hoooraaaay!!hooorayy!!hooorayy!!

this is the lazy way out to blog.
hoho!!

Mudcheek met Panda@SOC.
they msged at the same time (:
goodness.
wish i was there.
hehe.
Mud, if you're reading this,
he asked me to tell you: rambut stylez uh.
haha.

i want to get that nike sandals!!

signing off~
bye~~

...scared...

2009-05-27T15:43:00.003+08:00

after finding out that you can get immediate failure
for doing quite a number of things(especially the ramp),
i'm feeling rather uncertain to take the real thing.
Farah, i hope you're doing better than i am.

other than that fact,
i'm feeling well, easy and satisfied with my life.

loving this one quote:
don't let your weapon be the death of you.
(religious aspect)

~cause i do not accept any less

...hehehe...

2009-05-26T08:54:00.000+08:00

word's going around that i'm attached.
hahaha.
aiyoyo..

shuk,
for us to know and them to find out..
right?
haha.

take care people!!
*off to do differentiation* -_-''

...shit heads...

2009-05-24T17:43:00.004+08:00

guys are shitheads.

i'm just thankful that you're in my life. (((:

take care!!

going to cut my hair!!
weee!!
back to the BOB-style. ((:

...the bad won over the good...

2009-05-21T20:05:00.003+08:00

its not always that the bad guys win in shows and movies.
and when they do..
it leaves you with a 'what the heck?!' reaction.
that was what happened when i watched
the last episode of Supernatural.

but then,
its previous seasons was great ((:
to see the emotions run over the Winchester brothers.
Dean cried in the second last episode.
heart wrenching one i tell ya..

but still..
the ending sucks.

driving:
got that instructor again.
but today he was alright.
fun was the word today.
he honked at another instructor and acted
as if he was asleep.
the other instructor stared at our car.

did the crank course, 'S' course, parallel parking and
turning with only a given short distance.
in the end,
he still passed me two subjects.
though he was impressed with my courses.
oh wells...

L.

2009-05-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

and i love you too
my dearest bestfriend and twin,
Nur Arfah Jumli.

do take care.
and don't be so stubborn.
its good to be stubborn at times.
but its dumb to remain stuborn 24/7.

missing the good times we had.

...talents...

2009-05-13T07:19:00.001+08:00

i can't embed the video here damn.
so you guys go ahead and click here.

something from Britains Got Talent.
check it out.
really.
it shocked Simon Cowe and the audiences.
hehe ((:

taa~

...tolls...

2009-05-13T00:52:00.002+08:00

tuition has taken its toll on me.
how i wish there's someone to fetch me from
that tuition place.
haiz.
off to bed..
zzzz...

Friday come quick!
no wait,
make it a Saturday.
Mudcheek!
MI carnival.
finishing off Shuk's pay.
happy days come to me i plead.

nitez~

...fear?...

2009-05-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

one mishap. multiple pain.
fell down a flight of stairs.
glad i still have super fast reaction.
(:
though it might now be scary to just go down
a flight of stairs again.

JB trip was fun!
not enough of Mud. ):

feeling damn fat.
i really need the run now.

byee~

...long daay...

2009-05-07T08:06:00.002+08:00

today's going to be a long day.
i foresee a tiring end.
but..
driving today!!
hehehe.
the morning craze is here..
morning people!!

ciao~

...thoughts turned into action...

2009-05-05T22:54:00.003+08:00

thoughts turned into actions.
but the wheels have yet to move into
its rotations yet.
taking my studies seriously now.
thinking of enrolling into BMC's tuition(part-time)
for GP and Physics.
hmm.
if i do enroll, i can no longer find work that's permanent.
that means..
you know what Mudcheek.
so..
really lost now.
and since the application was unsucessful,
it requires another month for me to apply again.
so the way i see it, if i never get the corporate one,
i shall proceed with BMC.
gosh.
help is needed.

Mugcheek.

...meat...

2009-05-02T20:02:00.004+08:00

twinny said that my diet didn't contain enough red meat.
thus, the pale lips.
wondered why vegetarians don't have pale lips.
i got the answer already.
haha!

today's day was rather interesting.
it was the first time for me to see any kind of official auditions.
went for the anugerah audition to give moral support for my cousins. (:
Eastpoint mall was filled with the malay community. obviously.

sushi at ramen ten was ok.
they're having a limited time offer.
$0.99 per plate(the white plates)
the new mall at clementi was rather small .
super small.
cramped up space.

went back home to find that
there's something wrong with Blackie.
his shit isn't hard no more. why?we don't know.

xxxx if only i have the license and the car, i would have fetched you weekly without fail xxxx

and dearest Mudcheek,
you won't lose me.
lose me when and through what means i don't know.
is it even possible?

love you.
miss you.
we're the ideal couple.
hahahahhaha!!
pantat.

ciao!

...losing it not...

2009-04-29T20:09:00.002+08:00

trouble's brewing in the vicinity of _____.
can't get the tooth to be checked.
shortages shortages.
hmm..
i will bear with it as you did yours.
lets see how far i can go shall we?
(:
i can't wait till the second last week of May!!
its the week where i can register!
though i really really hope i can get it.
then we can be together again!!
(mcm lovers gitu eh?)

bye~

...pain...

2009-04-28T21:02:00.001+08:00

my tooth really hurts to the core.
damn.
and somehow, its affecting my throat.
haiz.
and now, somehow,
my lips are white..
bibik says its 'panas dalam'
in other words, its heaty.
hmm..
thursday come quick.
come come.

...

...quiet...

2009-04-22T20:24:00.004+08:00

the day has been too quiet that its...
strange.
tiring day it was.

went unconsciously on diet.
realised i haven't eaten till minutes ago.
hahaha!!

can't wait for Friday now...

waiting.

...special dedication...

2009-04-21T22:25:00.004+08:00

this entry here is written/posted especially for a special someone.

a special someone who has taught me that there is more to life
than just studying,
a special someone who has taught me that there's such a thing as a night life.
a special someone who has taught me that girls can get whatever they what.
and someone who has taught me the meaning of real twinship.

the special someone.
who?one might ask.
that special someone is no other than nur arfah bte jumli ((:

i hate saying goodbyes.
so, i'm thanking you instead :P
thanks for everything Mudcheek.
the laughters,
the silly-ness,
the comforts,
the everyday news,
the great places that i now know exists,
there are some other great stuffs that i would love to
thank you for..
but the most most important thing,
thanks for the memories!
we shall create more of them every weekends alright? (((:

haha.
realise something?
i ended up writing something sappy!!
damn.
let's wait till we have the license,and me my car
since you have yours already..
then we can roam to wherever we want without a care
for taxi fares and last bus home.
(oh yaaa...i forgot, you got your guys.. hahaha) :P

take care!!
have fun!!
see ya this Saturday!!

with love and care,
syazwani bte ramli.
(mugcheek)

one more thing to add!!
i can take care of myself!!
and i don't ever remember myself being
overworked..
hahahahah!!

...hey...

2009-04-21T12:52:00.003+08:00

practical training for driving will now be
my favourite thing to do.
((:
today was better than yesterday.
hehe!
drove outside. ((:
hot instructor~

it is now 1255pm.
someone is still not awake from her slumber.
a long slumber.
long for human beings that is.

saturday!
slumbering at Silly's place (((:
then maybe off to Calvin's party.
hee~hee

ciao!

...its been awhile...

2009-04-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

its been awhile since i blogged.
this week is going to be filled with things happening.

practical training today!!
for the first time, Wanie sat behind the steering wheel!!
hahaha.
shocked the cute instructor for awhile..
pressed on the gas too much.. :P
but then, he says im a fast learner.
whee!!
can't wait for the next lesson!! ((:
hope i get the same instructor tmr.
hehe :P

Mudcheek, do take care and as Reuben says, don't be bitchy.
or you'll get urine tasting tooth-brushes.

p.s. im loving the song.
i can laugh it off.

loves,
me.
ciao.

...sigh...

2009-04-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

alot of events happened which has left my energy to be depleted.
laziness ruled my entire being.
with that,
the blog entries have decreased.

really tired with no real apparent reason.
i wonder why.
and all i do these days is to eat, eat and eat.
gosh.

...cycle...

2009-04-05T16:07:00.002+08:00

((:
i began exercising again!!
haha. i think uh.

cycled all the way from home to Bukit Batok C.C
wasn't that enjoyable.
my brother was jetting ahead.
when i ask, how he accelerated so fast,
he said: pakai gear larh ( use the gear )
well.. i used the gear too..
whatever.

it was raining cats and dogs after tuition.
heheehhee!!
this is the fun part!!
my brother and i cycled back in the rain~
i was drenched the moment i cycled out the void deck.

2 mr. bean's situation happened on our way back..

1. adik got splashed!!
2. umbrella becoming a mangkok.

so yaa..
waiting for the pizzaman to come now...
after i ate bread with egg,maggi, mr. potato chips.
what a life.
yes wani, get fat.. go on..
want to join the fast track to fatness?
come by my place during a wet wet weather.

bye!~

...snail...

2009-04-01T20:05:00.002+08:00

today's day is so snail paced.
super slow.

the only greatest thing that happened today:
someone passed her FTT!!
whoooooots!!!
CONGRATS MUDCHEEK!!!
driving soon aye??
((((:

see ya soon~

...threesome...

2009-03-31T21:06:00.002+08:00

it was a threesome day out today!!
hehe!!
morning breakfast with MWA. (like finally!!)
then off to 'jalan-jalan' at West Mall.
which was really nothing.
that mall has nothing interesting!!
the sushi there was disappointing from what i
hear from the tasters...
hehe.

walked off the excesses to my tuition place's Mac.
someone studied for her FTT.
sorry if i really disturbed you.
all the best tmr!!
while the other one played with her PSP.
hehe.
i was with Syazmir!!
haha! wireless, watching youtube and chatting online.
(((:

Mudcheek and Chom waited for me for 2hours.
at IMM.
secret recipe.
the boy there was fun/funny..(pick one)
laughters.
loads of it.
the fun of it!!
hehehehehhehe!!!

i realised we ate ALOT!!
the whole day was filled with food and
delights. (((:

thanks loves for the superb day!!
taaa~

...need...

2009-03-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

i need to let this out.
i don't care if you think i'm whatever.
here goes...

JENSEN ACKLES IS DAMN HOT!!

one of the reasonS i watch supernatural.
haaa..
Dean Winchester and Sam Winchester.
the coolest brothers.

Mudcheek,
thanks for the sushi buffet!
seeing you tmr?
yes?no?
hehe.

loves~

...study...

2009-03-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

so the studying has begun!!
for those who don't know,
i'm retaking.
yup.

studied with Gaya today ((:
i still have the juices to do the questions.
thank goodness for that.

it was super tiring.
its been awhile since i last did any chem,
and my eyes hurt from looking at the equations!
gosh!
hehe. and i'm not the only one!!

can't wait for next friday!!
too bad that someone won't be coming.
hahaha!

bye!~

...mind made up...

2009-03-25T19:52:00.003+08:00

can't believe how low i've been these past few days.!
i'm glad to say that i'm now ok and that my mind has made up.

though the mind has made up.
its feeling rather abused by me.
haha!!
and i got its payback today!

i was walking.
out of nothingness,
and i really don't know how it happened,
i was suddenly grabbing stuffs to get my balance.
instead of balance,
i got an area of torn skin
hmm..

at least i'm happier than i was yesterday. ((:

bye~

...check this out...

2009-03-24T19:01:00.001+08:00

check this out!!
this is how i'm feeling now!!

I woke up on this side, I thought it was a dream
At first we learned to walk then learned to scream
You can't understand, when you're fed from a TV screen
You can't see the things that I can see

But I forget, that you thank God and pray
Some things just never stay
And we all just slip away

This can't be the real world now
I don't believe it, when I can't see the truth
Welcome to the real world now
The old are carried in only to poison youth
Am I, the only one who thinks it's tragic
'Cause I know
This can't be the real world now

I look for some hope in every face there's a vacant stare
The shadows come but no one seems to care
The darkness floods every light that could promise change
She passed sound asleep when the blood is stain
But blood is pain

Somewhere I know, that I'm not all alone
With this bated breath I hold
My lungs want to explode

had a great day today.
((:

...the good,the bad and the fugly...

2009-03-23T18:57:00.003+08:00

the good: passed FTT.
the bad: my twin is going to be away for a long time.
the downright fugly: the amount of money i'll be spending.

never in my life have i thought money to be such a big issue.until now.
practicals for driving.
registration fees.
school fees.
traveling fees.
i mean if someone wants to kill me,
don't do this way uh.
just shoot me in the head or
add some poisonous concoction will do.
easy right?

mudcheek,
i'm really going to miss you.
why is it only 3weeks?
haiz. can it get any worse??
put the complaining questions aside,
i'll be there for you like you've always been
there for me.
call me in the middle of the night or when
you really need to let go.
i'll be your listening ears,
i'll lend my shoulder to you..
and you'll have my heart with you.
if i were to die or anything,
i'll be sure to let my spirit know to
visit you in your dreams first ok?
hehe.
do take care? loves you loads lover. :P

now the good thing. i passed FTT.
though i don't feel that great.
wonder why.

.waniisfallingintogreatershitanddeeperdepression.

helpisneededbutnotaccepted.

bye bye~

reading your entry,
it left my heart with a funny feeling.

putting my game face on!
let's go baby let's go!!

with the thought of a weekend car,
her smile got a millimeter wider.

...cousins' outing...

2009-03-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

hello hello!!!
hehe!
yesterday was a whole day filled with FUN!!

brownie making in the morning with my silly bestie ((:
it was the best brownie ever!!
made with love and care. :P
i would love to post the picture of our
brownie, but i'm just too darn lazy.
haha. so too bad uh.

shared my favouritest video of supernatural with twin.
i'm super glad that she likes them too!
hehe.
Jensen Ackles ((: Dean Winchester! *droools*

cousins came over!
dressed up!!
haha. the longest time ever to get ready.
cam-whoring.
again, i'm lazy to post the pictures.
to cousins, i'll e-mail them to you all.
or facebook it. hehehe!!

to Vivo we go!
it was cabs for the journey from
Jurong to Vivo, and there to home.

and people!!
you should try the fish spa!!
waahahhahaha!!!
gerek giler.
though scary and disgusted at first.

watched movie and off we go!!
the movie was effing funny!!
it was about a security OFFICER.
check out the title yourself. :P

p.s: addicted to the all american rejects once again!!
loving Tyson Ritter no matter how haggard he looks.
you can say all you want babeh!

taaa~

...midnight...

2009-03-20T09:29:00.002+08:00

i reached home at exactly midnight yesterday!!
hoho!!
went out to dinner with the YA gang.
we were just looking at the movies things.
next thing i knew,
we have the tickets!! haha!!
watched Race To Witch Mountain..
i like the alien boy. ((:

Vietnam trip confirmed!!

congratulations to my Mudcheek on getting
the job.
((((:

until next time!!
tata~

...13...

2009-03-13T19:36:00.001+08:00

hey ho!!
today is friday the 13th!!
ehehhee
but its just a normal day.
hmm.
yup!very normal!!
hehe!!
can't wait for tmr!!
Bukit Chandu on Sunday!!

tata~

...baby...

2009-03-13T12:03:00.000+08:00

baby!!
Md. Syazmir Alfa. ((:
safely delivered on 12.03.09.

..._______...

2009-03-10T12:07:00.001+08:00

i'm lost and confused.
feeling empty most of the time,
and i seem to have difficulty in
showing people any appropriate feelings.
i'd dig them out.
it'll take time though.
hmm..

...story...

2009-03-04T21:33:00.004+08:00

i heard this funny story today.
its a real story involving me.
haha!
hilarious.

let me start with the beginning(where else right?)
yesterday,
we were planning to surprise Mira...
so i told my parents..
i asked my dad whether he can fetch me downstairs
or something...
his answer was for me to come back home on my own.
so fine.
heehee.
Mira's mummy sent us home....
i got home before 11pm...
my parents lights were still on..
i went into my room,went online and dozed off.

ok here comes the funny part..!!
my parents thought i still wasn't home!!
haha!
dad went down to wait for me(which i felt guilty for)
he suspected that i was
with 'budak-budak moto'(err..since when eh?)
then when my mum wanted to call/msg me,
he didn't allow.
haha!
until lastly, my mum checked my room.
LOL!!
can you imagine if they ACTUALLY called?
this would be the situation-
mom: hello?kakak kat maner??[hello?kakak where are you?]
me:huh??at home larh
mom: eh?
me: in my room.....

hahahahhahaa!!
aiyoyoyoyoyo.

tata~

...surprise!!!...

2009-03-03T23:04:00.003+08:00

hooray!!
HI-5 Mudcheek!!
our mini project in surprising Chom was a success!!
((((:

sadly,
the video will not be uploaded tonight.
i don't know how to rotate video.. )):

but...
i'll post the picchas!! heee~~

MWA loves Chom.

taaa~

...urgh...

2009-03-02T22:28:00.003+08:00

.utterly disgusted with what i've just read.

anyways,
itouch soon!!
why can't the IT fair be this weekend??! boohoo.

its official!
6th March 2009.
hohoho.